Don’t know about you. Don’t know whether this is the Condition of All Writers, or just the Condition of Me…but moments of doubt have been leaving messages, lately, on my mental answering machine.
These are the moments of whaaaa’? Moments of what-am-I-doing? Moments of uncertainty. And they are not my friends.
These moments are useful, sometimes. Educational. And wretched. They co-exist with moments of wide-eyed delight and cool-eyed assessment. They make us better writers. And they make us miserable.
“Have confidence in your talent,” came the advice from a cherished mentor, “and keep moving.”
Easy to say. Less easy to do, sometimes.
One wants to be confident. One wants to recognize that what one feels today, is not what one will feel tomorrow. Or even in ten minutes. One wonders how it is that other folks manage that strength that lets them proceed with unquestioned confidence; how others recover from the daily setbacks that are the built-ins of a writer’s life. How does one deal with the “might be” when the “is” is not enough?
Whence comes the strength to cope?
So here are the questions of the day: How do you deal with the writerly downs of yourself? How do you recover?
Let me hear from you.