We hear voices, writers do. A word, a thought, an expression, a rhythm, an idea.
In the sweet silence of our self-defined isolation, we close ourselves off from what the eyes can see, uncork the tops of our heads and let the universe float in. We marry the invisible. We know mystery. And joy. And ecstasy.
We don’t try for this, not deliberately—not in the blessed woolgathering phase of a book’s creation, anyway. Is just…is.
Charles Wright called it “the silence that turns the silence off.” But sometimes, in that silence, in that waiting, we are alone.
Without the voices, who are we?
I’ve been living in the limbo between worlds, facing the realities of selling the current book while making space in the head for the next one. I have three books in the hopper, and energy enough to work toward selling only one of them at a time.
And the silence right now is only silence.
Knowing doesn’t help. Knowing that the voices will rise in me like a choir. Knowing that my voice will find a shape. And an audience.
But now, the high, tight ringing in my ears is the only thing that comes close to a word from elsewhere. The characters and the world they inhabit still stand at a stubborn distance, knowing what they know, yet sharing none of it with me.
I am the slow-witted, patient animal in the empty field, waiting for her master’s call; hearing nothing but the damndest silence.
Sing, self. I’m ready.
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November 23, 2014 at 4:15 pm
Alexander M Zoltai
My silence is stilled by early negotiations with the main character of my next book…
I’m doing the ground-work research but the creative flow has begun seeping out…
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November 23, 2014 at 8:11 pm
Jane Watson
Wow, Lynn – you write so beautifully about the writing and creative process. These inspiring writings really need to be put into a book for others. There are some very famous writers out there who write beautifully on this subject but you are the pinnacle. Please do it! 🙂
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November 23, 2014 at 8:19 pm
Jane Watson
And further to my above comment, as a published author myself, I have to say that in my experience if you were to publish “Sky Diaries” as a book, it would lead folks to this blog and also to your other works, which I am looking forward to reading also now 🙂 🙂
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